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There's no place like home?
Jul. 3rd, 2013 01:46 amLong story short: I'm back in Iowa for the foreseeable future.
( Long story NOT short... [TW: self-harm, suicidal ideation] )
( Long story NOT short... [TW: self-harm, suicidal ideation] )
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Apr. 24th, 2012 07:24 pmI wish my teacher wouldn’t say things like “Work on that internship.” Because when he says that, I hear an implied accusation that I haven’t been working on it. That it doesn’t worry me, or put holes in my stomach, or make me lay awake at night in anxiety. It’s the same thing I hear whenever conservative douchenozzles give the “Bootstraps!” condescending bullshit. The implication that my best is not good enough and it’s my fault because I haven’t looked hard enough. I can’t make people give me an interview, and I can’t make people hire me.
I’m sure he doesn’t mean for it to sound like that, at least that is what I am choosing to believe. I’m certain the damage is all mine, but it is still… my damage.
Whatever, Liz. No1curr.
I’m sure he doesn’t mean for it to sound like that, at least that is what I am choosing to believe. I’m certain the damage is all mine, but it is still… my damage.
Whatever, Liz. No1curr.
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Apr. 11th, 2012 11:24 pmI should be finishing my thesis.
but I’m not.
I’m on page twenty-five of about forty and I just. My brain. pffffffffffft
I mean I’m not actually going to finish my degree this semester because I haven’t had a professional internship.
so I’m kind of like what’s the point.
but I’m not.
I’m on page twenty-five of about forty and I just. My brain. pffffffffffft
I mean I’m not actually going to finish my degree this semester because I haven’t had a professional internship.
so I’m kind of like what’s the point.
