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I skipped Emma's party and went to my cousin who I hardly know's graduation party in Dubuque instead. I'm sorry but glad I did. I'm so conflicted. I guess I did because I was afraid all the people I'd see there that I knew were once in chamber singers or got called back. Bitter? Oh yes, but I think I've earned it if nothing else.

It was good for me to spend the day with my family, though. My brother and sister can make me laugh. I spent most of the "party" reading "The Mists of Avalon". I'm basically killing time until OotP comes out.