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dramaturgy) wrote2003-10-09 09:02 pm
dramaturgy) wrote2003-10-09 09:02 pm
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For flags we have two co-captains. I put myself out for captain because in the past two years, I consistently know the routines better than most of the team and I can do the "extra" work involved in being the captain. I am not a captain. Two juniors were elected. One has been to maybe half of the practices and almost missed the parade. The other dilly-dorks around and doesn't do shit. Am I more than a little pissed off because I do more for this damn team? Oh yes I am.
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I don't get to waltz. Fuck alle this. "I could have been a contender," in the figurative language of FFC. I'm tired of being a minor character.
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Fifth wheel. Again.
I'm tired of people pretending, or leaving me out. I would much rather have people tell me to bugger off than gritting their teeth and having to suffer through my company. I'm just fucking sick of feeling like I can't 'pair off,' as it were.
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I don't get to waltz. Fuck alle this. "I could have been a contender," in the figurative language of FFC. I'm tired of being a minor character.
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Fifth wheel. Again.
I'm tired of people pretending, or leaving me out. I would much rather have people tell me to bugger off than gritting their teeth and having to suffer through my company. I'm just fucking sick of feeling like I can't 'pair off,' as it were.