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dramaturgy ([personal profile] dramaturgy) wrote2002-05-14 09:34 pm

Think people

Before you joke about shooting yourself, think. Think about how maybe a person in the chat room has maybe thought seriously about it, and think about how maybe a person in the chat room has lost somebody they loved like a sister because she did precisely that. Shot herself. Just think about your comment for three seconds before you open your mouth.

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Before you joke about shooting yourself, think. Think about how maybe a person in the chat room has maybe thought seriously about it, and think about how maybe a person in the chat room has lost somebody they loved like a sister because she did precisely that. Shot herself. Just think about your comment for three seconds before you open your mouth.

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I am sick of being a trophy daughter.

When I was at the academics ceremony earlier this month, I was being honored for my academic achievement, which this year, has been slim. I thought I was to receive a letter, and rather than my parents saying, "Congratulations on a good job!", I get, "Why didn't you get a letter?"

Tonight I was at the Fine Arts banquet. Now, I know my mom's got it rough right now, but honestly, does that give her a right to take it out on me? Thought not. So I sit with some friends, and after everything, I have one letter for choir, and one mini-letter for flags. Instead of, "Good job on the letters!", I get, "What happened to a band letter? And speech?" DOES SHE FUCKING KNOW HOW HARD IT IS EVEN FOR SENIORS WHO'VE DONE IT ALL FOUR YEARS TO GET A LETTER? Jesus criminetly.

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[identity profile] dramaturgy.livejournal.com 2002-05-14 09:10 pm (UTC)(link)
Meh. Problem is with lashing is that then they twist all my words so I look like I'm being insubordinate and disrespectful and acting like a child when all I'm trying to do is get myself heard. And being treated like I'm sixteen going on seven is NOT fun.

Either that, they send me to a shrink. They started getting into it a couple years ago, thought maybe they'd start acting like five year olds and try to rip our family in two, I wreck the DE car, and I get sent to a shrink. What. The. Hell.